#42's Official Apology to #53 and nations

[doppy]

As some of you may have noticed, there was a few exchanges between #42 (me) and #53 this afternoon, including some illegal war acts.


There was a lot of things that led to my irresponsible action. First of all, earlier there was the run by #66, which I was barely able to survive running forced to run ineffective turns. And the day after that #53 was on the move again with the exact same strategy. What causes me to be frustrated was the fact that all other states try to make a run at me with 100% inf, while other people's been threatening to suicide me simply due to being an ex-member of LOR, which forces me to waste resources upgrading and producing non-defensive units. It's hard to keep a balance when you're pressured on both sides. And finally, I lost my head when Beeno grabbed me with random factor (he has 3% less military than I do) and sent me a message that I wasn't able to beat the random factor and stating he grabbed me before sending the message. And of course, it's the time for exams, I had a hard time balancing studying/sleeping and saving my *** in NW. I've sacrificed many things in during the last 2 weeks in my life for this, and I'm quite frankly devastating to see this happen simply because of luck factors. And I did something irrational and irresponsible. (but I know what happens in my RL is perhaps the least that you're concerned with, everyone has their own problems and difficulties, right?)


For my fellow members in EX, I am terribly sorry I put you all in this situation without speaking to you first. I acted irrationally, which is extremely irresponsible on my part. And I assume full responsibility. I am posting here to explain my actions. If you guys want me to leave, I'll gladly comply. If you are willing to keep me. I'll be forever grateful for standing by me. It's been extremely wonderful to be in the same nation with great supportive players like you all. I've never had such a fun and active time netting. And I'm glad I get to know many of you better during the course of these 10 days. I know it has never been our goal to achieve anything with illegal means, and we managed to keep it clean for this whole time. I apologize for making a bad example, and I hope I can to clear your names by explaining the incidence before people misunderstand you guys. You're great people that I admire greatly. The fault is mine.


This is not a post I created so I can try to appease the the community with my excuses. It shouldn't happen and I made a terrible choice. See me as a dying man hanging tight to something I worked dearly day and night with only 4 hours of sleep everyday for the past week or so. What I did is inexcusable and I know there will be consequences coming. And for BeeNo #53, there no need to apologize to you since you're a dumb **** ****head on how to handled the situation